and like Neely O'Hara, you swallow your sleep and you wake up in the morningto find out you are not who, you used to be.

today i took some oranges.


mmm. i missed this.





last night i went to chipolte and then followed that by going to emily's sister and brother in laws apartment and watching "thank you for not smoking"



it was pretty humerous.

but kind of dumb.
when the robot katie holmes showed up


i hate her.



i am giong to get a job at aladins.
[i think]

im not sure what kidn of a waitress i'd be.

i guess we'll find out.

maybe, if i get the job that is.



i am wearing a little girls dress.

eveyrone thinks that i'm weird

i guess i kind of am.

i had the last supper last night.

it was good.

after schoool today i have to go to the library and meet some girls to finish a project that i did entirely wrong.

hannah's on her way over here.


and i feel bad cause the little one hasn't been able to sleep all week.


i really do feel her pain.


i saw lauren last night and she didn't even say hello.

that's cool.

she is turning into a hillbilly. and that sucks.

i miss the old times, but im making new times.

joscelyn called me when she was frogged last night.

i wonder if the man who sent me the phrase "shake your pussy for a matza ball " was there.

hmmm. i wonder.

saturday is the anniversery of elliott's death.

awful.

i don't know if i can handle that.

-smh