some nights the painkillers make the pain even worse

i didn't even write about what happend this weekend. i just posted pictures.








well.




the pictures were taken at Andy's house.

[the house we went to on new years]


me, emily, channah , and various others had a funky time with those cool cats.



so-co galore!

when we first got there , there weren't to many others.


then they started to pour in.


kris and matt went to vince's and i got a call from my good ol' ash bania!

[she's neat as fuck.]





we all got sooOoOoOo fucking frogged.


ridiculous! as usual.


lots of merps and passing out.




for everyone, that is.


we left around.....maybe 1 or 2 am yo! party animal s we are.



not really, no but still.


we are pretty fucking sweet.






doubbbbbtsss.





ummm....



saturday.

everyone was so tired on saturday.



slept in till like 1.

[couldn't bring myself to roll out of bed]


ash bania called me lata that night yo! and we coudln't find anything to do
cause we were gonna kick it and drink liquor where no one bickers.



so emily and channah and i just sat on the couch till like 11 at night.


sean wanted to see all of us.

we went to fridays with him and jay


it was ackward as fuck.

for real. i hate that. id rather be frogged than sitting with some pretentious idiots.



sunday.

no clue what went down.


monday.

same again.

tuesday.
that could be today
oh shit it is! so i do rememeber monday.


yesterday me and emily and channah went thrifting then got guacamole at chipolte

that's my obsession for the time being.


i got delicious starfucks this morning.
now i have awful coffee breath. it's so nausiating.




i need to get some cds.

emily haines and the soft skelatons.
damien rice's new one.
and a whole bunch of other crap.



here, this is for channah :

End of passion play, crumbling away

I'm your source of self-destructionVeins that pump with fear,

sucking darkest clear

Leading on your deaths constructionTaste me you will see

More is all you needDedicated to

How I'm killing youCome crawling faster

Obey your MasterYour life burns faster

Obey your Master

MasterMaster of Puppets I'm pulling your strings

Twisting your mind and smashing your dreams

Blinded by me, you can't see a thingJust call my name, 'cause I'll hear you screamMaster

MasterJust call my name, 'cause I'll hear you scream

MasterMasterNeedlework the way, never you betray

Life of death becoming clearer

Pain monopoly, ritual misery

Chop your breakfast on a mirror

Taste me you will see

More is all you needYou're dedicated to

How I'm killing you

Come crawling faster

Obey your MasterYour life burns faster

Obey your Master

MasterMaster of Puppets I'm pulling your strings

Twisting your mind and smashing your dreams

Blinded by me, you can't see a thing

Just call my name, 'cause I'll hear you scream

MasterMasterJust call my name, 'cause I'll hear you screamMaster

MasterMaster, Master, where's the dreams that I've been after?

Master, Master, you promised only lies

Laughter, laughter, all I hear or see is laughterLaughter, laughter, laughing at my cries

FIX ME

Hell is worth all that, natural habitat

Just a rhyme without a reasonNeverending maze, drift on numbered days

Now your life is out of seasonI will occupyI will help you die

I will run through youNow I rule you tooCome crawling faster

Obey your MasterYour life burns fasterObey your Master

MasterMaster of Puppets I'm pulling your strings

Twisting your mind and smashing your dreams

Blinded by me, you can't see a thing

Just call my name, 'cause I'll hear you scream

MasterMaster

Just call my name, 'cause I'll hear you scream

MasterMaster

[rent the movie 'Little Heroes' it's tight as fuck]