sweet jesus, i need you forgive me this sin[not hookers or heroin, gambling or gin]

it sounds so ridiculous, but i just can't lick this

i proclaim this my favorite picture of myself. ever taken.

[picture by: emily kellogg]

well.

id on't know why i am writing in this damned thing.

i have the most boring life ever.

yesterday.

i dont even know.

i went to school.

it was a blast!!!!!

i hate school sooo sooo much.

so i've come to this point.

the twin and i were talking and i really just want a b-boy.

i'll just settle for most anything.

and i've been so stressed out latley.

it's so weird.

i hate feelings.

i frogged last night and watched magnolia.

that movie is seriously so sad.

i shed a tear.

especially when the whiz kid is takling about how...well i think i know it :

quiz kid:"I'm sick and I'm in love. "

old guy:"You seem the sort of person who confuses the two."

quiz kid: "That's right. That's the first time you've been right. I confuse the two and I don't care"

then later he's like "I really do have love to give; I just don't know where to put it. "

if you don't feel a knife wound in the heart after hearing that there's something soo wrong with you and i probably wouldn't associate with you, or i'd punch you in the leg.

[i just googled for quotes.]

this seriously is me. like i feel like this so much. that coke head lady says:

"I'm really nervous that you're gonna hate me soon. You're gonna find stuff out about me and you're gonna hate me"

wow.

eee.

i don't know.

i have nothing else to say

that hasn't been said.

p.s. ryan adams, so marvelous.