but i'm never as tired as when i'm waking up .i'm never as tired as when i'm waking up.

i am so fuckign sick of my scene.

like all we ever do is go the same places.

get frogged.

and bitch and moan about life.

come on.

it's honestly time for a change.

i am fucking suffocating.

i dont like certain people in my life right now.

but whatever.

no one gives a shit about anyone else.

and i miss the old days.

randomness.

fun.

fun. no one has fun anymore. we just fucking do the same fucking thing

blah blah blah.

everyone knows what i've been diong.

drinking every fucking night.

waking up early and going to bed late.

crying to everyone about how i need to change but not doing anything about it.

wow.

fucking sweet.

want to know how life is going?

great.

fucking great.

i was punching everything last night.

my fucking knuckle is bruised.

Swwweeeettttt.

why?

cause all my friends and everyone suck

valentines day was lonley as fuck.

i dont know.

im not even going to try to think about what specific events took place over the past week.

but ill just say something needs to fucking change.