after my second thousand years in hell. i started feeling sorry for myself

okay.


it is sunday .
and there is bagels and cream cheese downstairs so we're gonna have to make this a quickie.

i actually , as usual. have noclue what i did from tuesday to today.



ill try though.

ive been staying in alot latley.

yesterday, i went to some irish pub for lunch.
my cousins from canada are in town.
delicous sourdough bread, i might add!



got starfucks.
came home.
watched arrested development
IM A MONSTER!!!!!!!!!


slept.
and at around quater till 10 last night emily asked me to hang out.
we went to visit hannah.

and emily knew the truth. she said all the people there wree trying to hold onto their youth.
and they were.

so when hannah got off, we drove around , went to a gas station.
bought delicous chips. [obviously, need to feed fatty]
and i took channnahs phone and made some calls.

i had to fucking talk to this wasted kid and like the idiot i am, i tried to rationalize the situation at hand.

he was to moronic to even try to to dothat.


so i called jerry.

we drove down to lee road.
picked him up.
bought wine. and wine . and wine and wine.
and we were off.

to where?

roxburo raavine. raven. i dont know. something by a creek.
so we sat in the dark woods for an hour or so.

dropped jerry off on coventry.
and went to dennys.

LITERALLY 4085349579340573987 people there because of cleveland heights homecoming.
sick.
will NOT do.

so we left.
but not before talking to some girl.

i told her if her boyfriend is trying to get laid dennys is not the place to take her.
and i also gave her some other life advice, such as dont date a guy driving a minivan. blah blah blah. and we left

then dunkin doughnuts.
emily got a free sammich.
home.


fun night.


just woke up a little while ago.

i have work at 230ish.

fucking great.



















im ugly.












ciao,