I seen the future, and I ain’t even there, I lose.I see it all, and it’s really, the same old thing, I lose.
im on the phone with meg j.
ive been feeling really bad latley.
really bad.
i dont really know what to say.
this weekend was a bust.
friday ...i dont remember friday.
what did i do on friday?
oh yeah, i stayed home. ate pizza. slept. i was so tired. i still am.
saturday was cool.
i woke up early, and went to sheridans.
i helped decorate for her halloween party.
i left around 2 and went thrifting with emily and hannah.
after that, we just hung out at my house and waited for some sort of plan to fall into my lap.
so we talked to ryan, and he invited us to a play at hawken.
we had nothing better to do, so we went.
it was called "the adding machine" .
it was so mailbox.
sooooo incredibly mailbox.
emily and i sat outside when the play started up again after intermission ebcause they had food that cost 5$ and we were hungry and broke.
so i put literally 8 cookies and some cupcakes in my purse, and enjoyed my free deserts.
after that we went to aribica, which was closed, then headed to starbucks.
ryan knew abotu some party in cleveland heigths, so we waited to hear about it.
once we got the word, we were on our way.
but i guess ryan didn't know anybody who was there so we had to wait for someone he knew to walk in with.
the party was insane.
people in costumes, so many people.
it cost 5$ for a wristband to get drinks.
FUCKING PLAY!
we spent all of our cash on that fucking play.
so no drinks.
and no happiness.
i can say with complete confidence that i have never been so low in my life.
i just wanted to get out of there.
i hate when everyone around me is having such a blast, and im having such a miserable life.
ever since then ive been feeling inadequate.
ii= hate life.
i hate how there's those feeligns.
whatever.
tomarrow nights halloween.
WERD UP!
i have no idea what im doing.
maybe dressing upand fighting for black power.
who knows.
till later.
holla back atcha boi!
ive been feeling really bad latley.
really bad.
i dont really know what to say.
this weekend was a bust.
friday ...i dont remember friday.
what did i do on friday?
oh yeah, i stayed home. ate pizza. slept. i was so tired. i still am.
saturday was cool.
i woke up early, and went to sheridans.
i helped decorate for her halloween party.
i left around 2 and went thrifting with emily and hannah.
after that, we just hung out at my house and waited for some sort of plan to fall into my lap.
so we talked to ryan, and he invited us to a play at hawken.
we had nothing better to do, so we went.
it was called "the adding machine" .
it was so mailbox.
sooooo incredibly mailbox.
emily and i sat outside when the play started up again after intermission ebcause they had food that cost 5$ and we were hungry and broke.
so i put literally 8 cookies and some cupcakes in my purse, and enjoyed my free deserts.
after that we went to aribica, which was closed, then headed to starbucks.
ryan knew abotu some party in cleveland heigths, so we waited to hear about it.
once we got the word, we were on our way.
but i guess ryan didn't know anybody who was there so we had to wait for someone he knew to walk in with.
the party was insane.
people in costumes, so many people.
it cost 5$ for a wristband to get drinks.
FUCKING PLAY!
we spent all of our cash on that fucking play.
so no drinks.
and no happiness.
i can say with complete confidence that i have never been so low in my life.
i just wanted to get out of there.
i hate when everyone around me is having such a blast, and im having such a miserable life.
ever since then ive been feeling inadequate.
ii= hate life.
i hate how there's those feeligns.
whatever.
tomarrow nights halloween.
WERD UP!
i have no idea what im doing.
maybe dressing upand fighting for black power.
who knows.
till later.
holla back atcha boi!
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