I had a lover,I don't think I'll risk another

this weekened was delicously entertaining.

friday night.

me emily and hannah went to ryan's house.

hannah ran into a door, and looked like marsha brady with a football in the face.

it was fun, and i had some delicious gin n juice, but some boy called me something along the lines of an alcoholic whore and it got to me for some reason. so i started crying.

and hannah was trying to defend my honor , so basically i'll just say we can't go back there again.


Saturday.

wow.

so fun.

Nicole called me up at like 8 or somethign.

asked if i wanted to go to a party with her and kelly.

so we went.

and when we got there,i had been to that house before, but got kicked out because i was 17.
and i was like "no, i just turned 18 last month!"

but i still left.

no cute boys.

so i couldn't be an alcoholic whore.


i called Cicco up , and asked if we could come to his house.

i called Dan up, asked if we could go to Joe's party.

now we had options.

ultimatly, we went with dan, and had a really good time.

i was so fucking frogged.

for real.

so was nicole, and so was kelly, the driver.

whatever.

but i talked to dave vargo for like an hour, about I DONT KNOW.
and i talked to mike s. for a while, about I DONT KNOW.

and i made out with dan, but when? or why? I DONT KNOW.

i guess we started talking again and he wants to start hanging out again.

idont know.

whenever we start hanging out he turns out to be an asshole to me and or one of his friends is a jerk to me.

but maybe it's diffrent, because we've got some experience and maturity (maybe) now.


so yay for new friends.

[possibly]

Peace out!

[mickey avalon this weekend. sooo excited.]