I'm trying to drink away the part of the day that i cannot sleep away

i feel so terrible.

emotionally.
physically.
im so drained.
ahhhh.




ii dont really have much to say.



last night was the stars show.
i went with adam and alex.
we frogged in the car.


it was a neat show.
there were ALOT of people.
and ALOT of hotties.


me and emily ended up hanging out with some band.
we went to the ...what some would call 'green room' type thing.
had some cocktails.
and yeah.

then i ended up in some back alley with that boy.
smooched him.
he asked for my number.
and i said ' you will never call me' and walked away.
he was so hott.
just thinking about him is getting me all hott and bothered.


btw. stars was really good live.
like REALLY good.
the girl from it seemed really bitchy when i was having cocktails with le band though.
but everyone else was really really really nice.

[and mostly good looking.]



i got home late.
woke up early.
i think i am going through a life crisis.
as usual.



i hate boys.
i hate ugly people.
and i hate being awake.



















going to sleep.