and i don't want to be found. [so when you get home i'm skipping town]

well .

two posts in one day.

im sorry about that . for real.



lets see.

well.
after school i stayed in teh dark room with emily. talked to nick . then we went to my house.


we got hannah.
then we ate chipolte.


delicous.

we called cicco, and met him down on coventry.

haha. well i got a peice of guys pizza . but picked off the cheese, cause bread and sauce is so delicous.

then i apposhed. i am such an idiot.


whatever.

then i called cody and we hung out for a while.

he's so cute.

for real.


[though, he knows too many people that i know .]

i guess im used to lying to people and living a fake life to guys. [jordan, duh]

i dont know.
but like, the thing is, it's like i like him and everything but what's the point ? ya know.

that's why i dont date.
cause basically it's saying "im going to be with you for a period of time, then dumb you"




cant we just be with someone?
instead of labeling what is actually going on?



life is a lie.


for real.



i dont know.

whatever.

we frogged at his apartment.

and then left.



i wish i could just schpoon forever.













but i live in the real world.
and i have to pay taxes and die.

and stuff.



umm...i need to listen to music.

i literally have the best taste in music ever.
my only purpose in life is to listen to good music, and frogg.

what's so bad about that?




you tell me go-go gadget.







peace-out.










happy chanukah bitches.






i'm going to flordia tomarrow.


that should be sweet.

then ill be back on new years.



































okay.
bye for real.

when he pulls the hair off my face[Iwonderwhathe'sreallyafter] he’s got movies at his place[Iwonderwhathes reallywanting]Is he lying right to my face?

so much to say. so much to see.






well. let me start with friday.


so friday was the show.


it started early.

me and emily and hannah went to the thrift store before the show so we could get some clothes.
i found the cutest dress. well actually 2 very neat dresses.


so then we picked up kris and matt, got some coca cola. and headed off.

awful.
there was a traffic jam and it took lik literally 4 hours to go a mile.

haha. we got out of emilys car and peed on the side of the highway. like in the ghetto.

some trucker kept asking me to flash him.
too bad i have to boobs. and too bad i dont flash random truckers.

yee-haw!

so finally, we got down to peabodies.
we had to wait outside for a while.



i was already so frogged.

when we got inside it's really just a blur to me.
honestly.

we sat in the make-out room all night.

i sat with some boy behind a merch table.


then matt got kicked out and his fake got taken away
so we left. and sat outside.

some boy kept trying to keep me warm. and i wasn't having that.

i jsut kind of sat there and let him try and keep me warm.


i dont know.


then we left.

and i passed otu at home.

not before eating tons and tons of guacamole.




so saturday.

i dont recall the morning.


but kris called. and asked if i would hang out with her, twin, and x b-boy.

we would frogg.
and of course i said yes.

so when they picked us up whatever.
so dan and cody.

yeah. we went to th eliqour store.
got some soco. and were off to cody's apartment.

yeah. well we watched billy madison. and it was a pretty relaxing night.

dan is an okay guy.
cody is a more than okay guy.

he's neat. i like him.
it's refreshing to meet someone like him.
it really is.


me and him schpooned all night. it was the most comfertable ive been in a very long time.


ahh. i love this.
i love meeting someone and being so happy about it.





eeeh.


well too bad im going to flordia on wensday.

and wont be back until new years.






i better find something fun to do on new years.












i dont know.










all and all it was a nice weekend.