Touch, feel & lose and cry, cry, cry.

yesterday was halloween.
i was edie on drugs.
nikki was edie before drugs.




ive been working alot.working out. for a change.
spending alot.



tired alot.
headaches alot.



halloween was fun.
i dont remember much of it.
but im sure i had a time.
we went ot a party.
at adams.
tons of people.
some bitch drew a hot air ballon tat on my arm.

i ate some chips.



i just dont feel like thinking tonight.














ryan adams all night.
and black entertainment television.



clearly.






i was going to have pictures to put up.
but michelle got too apposhed to remember that she even knew what a camera was.









r.i.p. robert goulet; you tricky fuck.